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the drawing board

by ronan

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hannah the entire thing is absolutely gorgeous i'm so proud of him Favorite track: clean.
nina
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nina im so proud of u emily Favorite track: wish the world away (ollie mn cover).
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1.
5pm 02:18
2.
Don't let me see what I am cause I can't stand it, no I cant I'm coming back round again It's been over a year, I thought this was the end And now I don't remember comfort because what I am is what I'm not I don't belong here, it's just hopeless Find me a way out if you love me at all Don't let me hear what they say cause I can't stand it everyday I'm thinking that I should leave now And I don't think I'm coming back this time Cause now I dont remember comfort because what I am is what I'm not This phantom skin it's weird to live in So find me a way out if you love me at all
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clean 02:36
Things you'll never get to see, handwritten notes and jewellery still in the drawer in my room. Fingers aching from the strings, write you a song that has no ring, like caterpillars in cocoons. I know that you're nervous but please be happy because of me, cause you don't know how much i'm trying. Settle down and rest your head, stop telling me you wish you were dead when I've cried so many tears for you. I'll resolve to make new friends, I'll clean and wash you from my skin and i'll stay strong if you do. I know that you're nervous but please be happy because of me, cause you don't know how much i'm trying, you don't know how much i'm trying.
4.
today i wished the world away from inside my flat and almost made an instagram account for my cat i want to dance and strut i want to pretend that this week-old pizza hut is not my oldest friend but you know with the sky falling down in six months we'll all live underground and i think that's where i'll thrive i've been training all my life assuming i'm still alive and there's at least a decent wi(-fi connection) all this teenage misery except i'm almost 23 but i complain and whine only like half the time yeah things are sort of fine now that you are mine
5.
my body's full of breakages and missing bones and now because of it I don't want to leave home my mouth is filling up with mud and stone and it's hard to tell myself that i'm not alone and i sound like the worst tumblr cliche but i'll probably hate this song by the end of the day but i somehow need to kill these hours away before i start wasting money on ebay bats are circling my head telling me that i'm better off dead i think i'll go to sleep instead clouds in my coffee and rain by my bed people only let you in when you've got something to give to them and i've got nothing to give at all but you'll realize how you made me feel small

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sad songs from the past year

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released July 28, 2018

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ronan England, UK

18 yr old playing the tunes singing the songs

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